How I Started Changing Habits 12 Years Ago — and What I Learned Along the Way
About 12 years ago I began a process that didn’t look dramatic from the outside, but changed my life from the inside. It wasn’t one “moment of awakening,” but a series of small, consistent decisions that kept adding up. I realized something simple: I didn’t lack information — I lacked daily practice.
The first things that left
Gradually, not all at once, I removed:
- 🚭 Cigarettes
- 🍭 Processed sugar
- 🍔 Processed food
- 🌿 Cannabis
Not out of struggle, but out of listening. I noticed how my body responded, how my energy shifted, how my mind cleared.
Healing that didn’t come from a pill
Over the years I dealt with:
- Recurring sports injuries
- Hormonal imbalance
- Fatigue that wouldn’t go away
Instead of chasing a quick fix, I started asking: How do I sleep? How do I eat? How do I train? How do I recover?
Through smart movement, simple nutrition, reducing unnecessary load, and listening to my body — real healing began. Not magic. A process.
The current station: alcohol
In recent years another step was added to the journey — a gradual reduction of alcohol. The deeper I learn, the clearer it becomes that even small amounts of alcohol:
- Disrupt the gut microbiome
- Affect white matter in the brain
- Load the liver
- Impact recovery, sleep, and overall balance
I’m not saying I’ll never drink wine. I do enjoy wine. But today the choice is conscious, minimal, and not automatic.
What really changed?
The biggest thing I learned is this: Real change doesn’t start with what you stop — it starts with what you build in its place.
More presence. More connection to the body. More honesty with yourself.
And it’s a process. Even after 12 years — it’s still ongoing.
